I get it, going for something you want more than anything can be daunting enough to leave you frozen in your tracks. Especially if you're keeping a steady list of all the reasons why you “can't” or “shouldn't” go after your dream. It's not the universe or circumstances that are holding you back from your bliss, it's you. Give yourself permission to be happy and thrive, the rest will fall into place. That fire burning in your gut is creative potential, but if you keep on denying what is rightfully yours it will just turn into indigestion. Here's something to try, for every excuse you come up with for why you cannot, think of another two that support why you can. “I'm worth it” and “I deserve” it are my personal favorites, you're welcome to adopt them as your own.